Nov5

First day in music school.

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First day in music school.

Galing sa bahay ng aking kaibigan, nagmadali akong pumunta sa Music Studio dahil unang araw ngayon ng klase ko sa violin. Ramdam ko ang kasabikan sa aking damdamin dahil ito ang unang beses kong mag-aral sa isang music school at sarili kong ipon ang ginamit ko.

Dumaan ako sa mall. Lumabas ako sa highway na nilalakaran ng maraming tao. Nakita kita. Nakapinta sa iyong mukha ang kagalakan sa paghigop ng pearl shake. Nais sana kitang batiin ngunit nangibabaw ang nararamdaman kong tampo sa iyo. Kaya nagpasya akong huwag ka na lamang pansinin.

Pakiramdam ko ay nakita mo rin ako. Ngunit hindi ka man lang umimik at patuloy ka lang sa iyong paglalakad.

Hanggang sa nalagpasan na kita. Hindi na ako lumingon para pagmasdan ang iyong paglayo. Tingin ko’y hindi ka rin mag-aabalang lumingon at tignan pa akong muli.

Hinayaan na lang kita. Ayaw kong masira mo ang aking kasabikan sa pag-aaral ko ng violin. :|

itutuloy…

Nov3

Ain’t used to that kind of relationship.

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Ain’t used to that kind of relationship.

It was awful to hear that Raymond Bagatsing, who is in his late 30′s, married a 60-year old columnist in US. It was like a toddler that has a 25-year old girlfriend. No wonder I felt good upon hearing that these two separated.

Earlier, while I was browsing Facebook, a profile picture of my high school classmate caught my attention. She is with her boyfriend and it seems that they were lying down when they took their picture. I browsed her profile to see how she’s doing, and I looked at her photos as well. I clicked the album where her and her boyfriend’s photos are. Eww. It was like her giving away a quarter of her purity.
I became curious of who her boyfriend is. I browsed his profile. He is more than two years younger than my classmate. Agh. They felt no shame upon showing the world their intimacy. Yuck.

I grew up with a mindset that in dating/courtship, the guy is always older than the girl. Thus it became one of my non-negotiables. Until I heard of a lot of godly couples with the girl older than the guy.So I became used to hearing stories of godly people. With others, I am still disgusted. they make me look like this:

Nov3

Challenges for the coming semester.

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Challenges for the coming semester.

Even before the second semester starts, there were things that are getting into my head, challenges that may ruin my second semester:

  • Mediocrity is overtaking me. For past two semesters, I didn’t think about clearing my 4.0 and INC’s I incurred last year. Since they are already “expired”, I have to retake them all. What a burden to my parents! :cry:
  • I don’t know what my grades are. Since my CRS password isn’t working, I can only know my grades during enrollment.
  • Another consequence of my void CRS password is I don’t know those subjects that I successfully enlisted. This is not a big problem since four of my subjects are majors and only few enlisted the other one (PI 100).
  • Tuition scarcity. My brother and  are both in college, so we need a lot of money for our enrollment. Plus, I have to pay my loan of Php6,300 before enrolling.
  • One of my major subjects will affect my commitment in NXT. Math 197 (Selected Topics in Mathematics) is scheduled at WF 5:30-7:00PM. I cannot replace this one with another because I am catching up, except if my adviser allows me to take Math 134 (Complex Analysis) which requires students to be senior standing, not merely seniors.
But thankfully, God has already provided what I need. He has provided me classmates in Math 197 that will encourage me to do my best. (I hope that I would encourage them as well.) I am still believing for favor and finances for this semester. I am holding on to His promises written in His Word, especially this one:
“He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all–how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?” (Romans 8:32)
Thank You Lord for being faithful. :D
Oct30

Dear JD.

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Dear JD.

Hi. I just want to say sorry for snobbing after the service, I don’t know how to even say “hi” to you in a friendly manner. I am “naiilang” + “nahihiya” towards you since someone told me about your adoration. How about a jam? Maybe when we are friends enough. :wink:

I just want you to know that I am your ate. :D :lol:

Grace / Grejß

PS. Are you and Christopher close friends? HAHA. :lol: